It is almost the end of week three and I at 15 pounds lost. A lot of people say that it shows in my face.. man o man can a girl get a break.. I need it to show on my ASSESTS.. not my face! Ok, so I am keeping my diet as lite as possible. I was able to remove my spacers but I'll be getting them put on again early next week. While I've been able to eat like a normal person I have had to make sure my mind remembers my goal. TRUST ME, it's been hard as heck. This week I've gotten very creative when cooking dinner. Have I mentioned that I like to cook. Especially making new inventions. So, here is one of my new dishes.. tasty!! Pork chops sauteed in orange juice w/a touch of lime, whole beans (not fried. freshly cooked whole beans are high in iron), and salad with homemade splenda salad dressing. I kid you not! Then yesterday, I made a chicken terioki stew and Spanish Rice. Tomorrow, my god mom is coming over my house and I'm making us some veggie omelete, however, she just texted me and said, "Were's the meat... mama's gotta have some meat.." hahaha that's why I love her.. lmao. I better stop all the meat eating though and get back to eating soft foods. I'm not going to be able to keep loosing if I'm eating meat all the time.
Ok, so I'll be honest.. I've been cooking a lot lately because I've been a bit stressed and down. If you realized that I eat when I'm down.. YOU GOT IT.. Yeah I know, who would have guessed it right? I dont usually like telling people when I'm depressed. I like hearing and helping others I dont always say what's on my mind. If I'm asked a question of course I'll give an honest answer, but when it comes to actually talking about me and what I'm thinking or how I'm feeling, well that's a whole different ball game. I'm in the middle of trying to obtain some type of child support from my babies father. I wont go into details, but I've recently found myself at a fork in the road. Do I go left or do I go right. I have to learn that somethings I have no control of and some things I do. What I do with that control and what I do when I'm not in control is what will make or break me.
A journal that will keep me in check. I'm a 32 year old woman with a past and a promising future. Holding my head up high and going strong. It's not easy but it's an ongoing process. One day at a time. It took me 32 years to get where I am today so I cant expect an over night change. Join the journey with me and help me kick my butt if I fall behind.
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- Connie H.
- 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2.. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
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