Not a good start of the week. I'm a little worried. I know everything is going to be ok because I have faith that God won't let me go threw anything I can't handle. I KNOW IT.. lol.. yet it's easier said than believed. I took the baby to her MD on Monday. She had a few episodes, of what seemed to me, as small seizures. I didnt want to freak out so I made an appointment with her doctor asap. Good thing that I had a chance to video tape the episode. Thank God for cell phones. Anyhow, the doctor viewed the video and referred her to a Neurologist. Now I'm worried. My little baby... ugh.. I hate feeling helpless. The doctor says that she'll grow out of them when she gets older, but my baby shouldnt have to go threw this at all. My oldest never had a seizure and I hate that the baby is suffering. Well, ok, the baby doesnt seem like she's suffering at all... crazy girl still laughs and giggles like nothing is wrong. Doctor says they are small seizures so may not be anything major to worry about. It's just me. I dont say anything to anyone because I dont want to worry anyone else. My mother would freak and she would have a bigger breakdown. Here at the hospital we call that HP. Hispanic Panic... hahahaha.. yes it's true, hispanics tend to over exaggerate and make mountains out of mole hills. *sigh* I know its going to be ok.. I know it's going to be ok.. I know it's going to be ok... (If I say it more and more.. hopefully I'll start believing it.. lol)
Live and let live, die and die in peace, be merry and Merry to the fullest.
A journal that will keep me in check. I'm a 32 year old woman with a past and a promising future. Holding my head up high and going strong. It's not easy but it's an ongoing process. One day at a time. It took me 32 years to get where I am today so I cant expect an over night change. Join the journey with me and help me kick my butt if I fall behind.
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- Connie H.
- 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2.. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
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