5th week came and gone... I'm falling behind!

My oh my how time does fly. I remember a riddle I told my English Chocolate once, it goes like this:
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Until I am measured, I am not known
Yet how you miss me, when I have flown
Answer: TIME
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Yes, time flyes by and we don't miss it until we realize .. oh crap look how late it is..

That is me. I have been busy with a bunch of things on my plate. To much too go over in great detail. Plus I dont really like to put my personal self out there too much. Kinda defeats the purpose of blogging but hey, it is what it is.

OK so during week 5 it was a little more productive. Still stressful but I'm able to cope a little better. There are very few times in my life were I've felt that I need my "partner" for emotional support. But sometimes life puts hurdles in your path that just need jumping over. Grine and bare it, cause God's never going to put me throw something that I can't handle. That was his promise and I'm holding on too it.
Today is Thursday and I am going to leave early from work today. I was able to change my schedule with a co-worker in order to continue with the Plan Braces. I have my appointment at 2p today and I'll be getting a tooth pulled as well as the spacers put in once again. Round 2 of spacer pain. I haven't updated on the weight loss because well.. that is at a stand still.. ok ok .. it's at an incline.. I'm soo bummed, but I promise to start declining again real soon. No update on the child support situation yet. Oh well, it'll happen when it happens. All in good time. The support will always be needed so for now I'll have to make due with what I have. I think a friend of mine wants to sublet my apartment. Which is great with me because I havent been able to afford grocieries to supply my own house so I've been staying with my mom and we've helped each other. With the rent that I'll get from my friend, that'll put a lot of ease. I'll still be living there and paying rent, we just wont be staying for long periods of time (which we dont know anyway).

I'M SOOO EXCITED.. it's Angelina's Christening on Sunday. Not a lot of family members are going to come down which is a little disappointing but it is what it is. I just know that I've done my part to promise God that the blessing (THE BABY) he's giving me will be taught correctly and brought up in the right path.

Ok that is about it. I'll take a lot of pictures and update everyone again next week about how the Christening went. Blessed be to everyone!

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End of Week 4 starting of week 5.

Not a good start of the week. I'm a little worried. I know everything is going to be ok because I have faith that God won't let me go threw anything I can't handle. I KNOW IT.. lol.. yet it's easier said than believed. I took the baby to her MD on Monday. She had a few episodes, of what seemed to me, as small seizures. I didnt want to freak out so I made an appointment with her doctor asap. Good thing that I had a chance to video tape the episode. Thank God for cell phones. Anyhow, the doctor viewed the video and referred her to a Neurologist. Now I'm worried. My little baby... ugh.. I hate feeling helpless. The doctor says that she'll grow out of them when she gets older, but my baby shouldnt have to go threw this at all. My oldest never had a seizure and I hate that the baby is suffering. Well, ok, the baby doesnt seem like she's suffering at all... crazy girl still laughs and giggles like nothing is wrong. Doctor says they are small seizures so may not be anything major to worry about. It's just me. I dont say anything to anyone because I dont want to worry anyone else. My mother would freak and she would have a bigger breakdown. Here at the hospital we call that HP. Hispanic Panic... hahahaha.. yes it's true, hispanics tend to over exaggerate and make mountains out of mole hills. *sigh* I know its going to be ok.. I know it's going to be ok.. I know it's going to be ok... (If I say it more and more.. hopefully I'll start believing it.. lol)

Live and let live, die and die in peace, be merry and Merry to the fullest.

Week 4 has come and gone.. and me.. I've been left behind...

Hey Hey, it's that time again. Can you believe that this month is almost over with? Time has passed by asap. Ok, so much to catch up on.. where to start? My grandpa always said to start from the begining and finish at the end. So here we go...

During week 4, I rec'd a call from my dentist office telling me they are no longer making appointments for Sundays. Since they only work on Thursdays, Saturdays and I work those days in the AM, I cant go. The office is under reconstruction so it'll be another 4 months before I can get in. I'm sooo bummed because I want to have my front teeth straight before I go to Europe next year (not to mention that I'm down to 20lbs and sooo many people are paying me a lot of compliments) I really really want my braces on to just get them over with. I am going to try to change my schedule with a co-worker so that I can work her Mondays and she can work my Friday. That way I can continue with my weight loss.
**ok ok I know what you're thinking.. why dont I continue even with out the restrictions of having braces..-- ok well to answer that question.. this is MY blog.. lol.. nah I just dont have the will power as others do. That is why I'm pushing the braces issue.

Ok, on to the next order of business. My kids. I'm excited to announce my daughter is having her Christening on June 27th @ 1p. By then she'll be 5 months old, but it's better late than never. Can you believe it. I've had invitations made and I've mailed them to a lot of family members. The invitations are made by my little neice, Raquel Holguin. They really where great invitations. Thank Raquel!

Now about me, I mean.. about my personal life. I went out to a night club for the first time. Well technically it's the 2nd time but I dont think that the first time counted too much as an "out at the club" night. That night I just went out with a couple of co-worker to a lesbian bar. NO NO I AM STRAIGHT.. I just tagged a long to de-stress. It was fun. Well, I went out again last night, this time for real. OMG lots of fun. I didnt give my number out to anyone, but I did get to dance with some really nice men. Why didnt I give my number out? Because, it's a club.. not really the best place to meet "THE" right man.

Well enough is enough.. I've been going on and on about me. Hopefully I'd get some comments soon. Let me know how it's going and what I can do better. Thanks.. hope you all have a safe and sane weekend!! If it gets a little insane... CALL ME!